February 2012
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January 2012
10 posts
Perfect storm
A forum post, a blog post recommended by one friend for another, a message, a documentary on Ansel Adams, going back to work tomorrow- all make me think “What am I doing? Why am I doing this?”.
Feeling increasingly invisible and irrelevant, need to refocus.
Sadly, I’ve had two weeks I could have focused on this, instead wasted hours on the web chasing recipes, whimsy and...
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December 2011
10 posts
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November 2011
17 posts
My thing
Passed on applying for what should be my dream job today- because I know I’m not ready for it, and I don’t want to work where it was.
I have been thinking a lot lately about teaching, and how after almost 13 years, I don’t identify myself as a teacher. I’m so many things, but not my vocation. I just don’t see myself as defined by teaching, I’m committed, but...
October 2011
3 posts
To say the last few weeks have been hard overshadows some of the truly shocking times in my life. They have been uncomfortable and difficult, knowing what I need to do, but feeling like I’m trapped in treacle, moving so slowly and purposelessly, achieving nothing.
Hoping for a payoff for what I have done, but still on the outside looking in. Sometimes it feels like I’m standing on the...
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Today’s gift: a 20 year old song that made me feel like a teenager again
August 2011
3 posts
July 2011
2 posts
I love it when
Sometimes you remove a wall, a barrier, an obstacle of a task that has been in your conciousness forever- and once it’s gone, creativity strikes.
I feel so positive and creative right now- all because of a little paperwork.
Gift series
So I’ve been a little slack in the gift series- but feeling a little gooey because today has so much to be grateful for:
- sharing experiences with friends
- bonding with girl friends
- Shakespeare
- getting shit done
I’m trying to focus on the positive in my life- even bought a domain to celebrate it: Savour the day. May end up being something else …. time will tell.
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May 2011
14 posts
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The gift today was getting stuff done- even when I didn’t want to, after a bag of M and Ms and tears. While I know I’m really not a responsible adult- I refuse to feel guilty for something that is not my responsibility
